Sunday, 20 July 2008
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One kiss too far?
A poem....that says everything I can't stop thinking about today....
Today, which is about exactly 24 hours after a highly emotionally charged (sober!) moment where judgement went out the window and I kissed my best (guy) friend.
He has a girlfriend...I have a boyfriend. Ugh. I am such an idiot....but I wouldn't change yesterday for the world.
Ripping myself apart from the inside out.
Overanalyzing; my head filling with doubt.
Overstepped boundaries, one kiss too far;
I knew it from the moment I drove away in my car.
Now look at what I have allowed to occur!
Reasoning so clear to me then is now just a blur.
Surely we can fix this, as we are the best of friends.
You're the one I turn to when I need to make ammends
with anyone - but now this awkwardness with you
has left me restless and I don't know what to do.All I want is for you to just call me
right in this moment reassurance is key!
But I'm stuck in this horrible girly emotional stress.
Since when did friends like us get into such a mess?
Why did I let you kiss me? Why did I kiss you back?
I hate being the girl who can't rise above emotions under attack.
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